
It begins tonight. I’ve read the vast majority of the book and I have to say that it’s not nearly the scary, inhumane method that I had been led to believe that it was. It’s behavioral psychology. Actual researched science. So, I decided to give it a chance. In reading the book, one major thing [...]

Benadryl does not improve infant sleep. Click on the above text to read the abstract. Just let me tell you, that did NOT make my morning. Cara has slept about 12 hours total in the past two days. I will try just about anything at this point. She was asleep and in her crib last [...]

I’m actually eating lunch right now. By myself. Can you believe it?! She’s asleep. In her crib. Finally! It’s 13:30 here and she’s been up since around 7. I’m worried that my craziness has either been passed onto her or that it’s rubbing off on her. Julie had a …

I love coffee today. It makes me feel somewhat human. It makes my brain not as foggy. Thank you, coffee for having caffeine and being oh so tasty. Cara decided that last night would be a stellar night to NOT SLEEP. All told, I think she/I got maybe three hours of sleep total. I figure [...]

I am in one dark mood today. Tucker noticed it a couple of days ago and I was totally oblivious. I didn’t think anything was wrong, but I guess he really does know me better than I know myself. I really noticed my shit mood this morning. I’ve got a hair trigger temper and the [...]