I’m Depressed Maybe Possibly Or Not

Filed Under: Book Related, Gifs, Life, Mental Health

OK. Fine.

I’m depressed. [I got distracted after I wrote that and wandered around the internet before remembering I was supposed to be writing something over here. Oops.]

Reality bores me.

Remember when I wrote that one thing about going off my meds? Well, I did and things were pretty much the way they had been and so whatever, right? Then I started damn NaNoWriMo and felt no urge to write anything over here…which you might have noticed.

That’s actually probably when things started to go downhill. Tons of self-doubt. Family things.

Sad panda

I watched a hell of a lot of Netflix–White Collar–and had numerous inappropriate thoughts about Matt Bomer [I have no regrets.] and read a lot of books.

A lot. Of books.


Reading Pushing Daisies

What’s funny is I enjoyed all that stuff.

A lot.

The internet and writing and all the drama and bullshit didn’t interest me at all. Does that make me depressed? I still enjoyed something, right? If I’m depressed then I wouldn’t enjoy anything, right? I’m confusing myself.

Then again…

Everything sucks

I guess it’s time to make an appointment with my psychologist, huh? Heather isn’t going to leave me alone until I do.


Before anyone asks and for the record and all that, I’m not suicidal. I’m not going to off myself. I’m not even going to run away.

I’m just



  1. Made your appointment yet?

  2. you read all those books?? Okay. Wow. that’s a lot of reading.

    Hang in there, Amy. 

  3. Hope you’re hanging in there. . .I think “Meh” is part of “normal” . . .but then, there’s always the possibility I need professional help =)

  4. I’m feeling a bit meh too. Maybe we should start a support group? Or a book club. Love ya!

  5. Hi, Amy! I just found you! I know JUST how you feel!! So much so that I totally swiped your cute little bunny at the top of this post. Please feel free to come by my place & swipe anything that looks interesting. (I mean, that’s ethical, right? Reciprocal theft between peers? Right?) Looking forward to comparing notes. 🙂


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