I’m Depressed Maybe Possibly Or Not

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OK. Fine.

I’m depressed. [I got distracted after I wrote that and wandered around the internet before remembering I was supposed to be writing something over here. Oops.]

Reality bores me.

Remember when I wrote that one thing about going off my meds? Well, I did and things were pretty much the way they had been and so whatever, right? Then I started damn NaNoWriMo and felt no urge to write anything over here…which you might have noticed.

That’s actually probably when things started to go downhill. Tons of self-doubt. Family things.

Sad panda

I watched a hell of a lot of Netflix–White Collar–and had numerous¬†inappropriate¬†thoughts about Matt Bomer [I have no regrets.] and read a lot of books.

A lot. Of books.


Reading Pushing Daisies

What’s funny is I enjoyed all that stuff.

A lot.

The internet and writing and all the drama and bullshit didn’t interest me at all. Does that make me depressed? I still enjoyed something, right? If I’m depressed then I wouldn’t enjoy anything, right? I’m confusing myself.

Then again…

Everything sucks

I guess it’s time to make an appointment with my psychologist, huh? Heather isn’t going to leave me alone until I do.


Before anyone asks and for the record and all that, I’m not suicidal. I’m not going to off myself. I’m not even going to run away.

I’m just